I sobbed while I banged my head on the dock
I lit the fuse tick tock tick rock
With nowhere to go I ran amok
because I knew no one gave a fuck
and my children died inside the conflagration
while outside I died as a witness stationed
to watch this act as the ultimate martyr
from lover to mother to miserable failure
now my babies don’t suffer anymore don’t you see?
their loss was my hope for my babies three
their release from torment my relief and my grief
I their life giver corrupter and thief
I scratched at the doors where help is the word
I pleaded for help and not one cry was heard
I make no further excuses for this desperate crime
judge me oh judge me and I’ll do my time
but I urge you who judge to stop and reflect
on the festering harm of abuse and neglect
on how absence of care equals opportunity cost
from pitiful existence my babies were lost
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Hades begets Persephone
She awoke with a raw sense of dread
A cold sweat soaked the sheets of her bed
The sounds that night were not nighttime’s she knew
A hint of smoke contradicted the dew
Shadows danced on the bedroom wall
Where dancing shadows should not be at all
The normal still off white of the paint
Was lively with movement and firelight feint
She fumbled with billowing robe and nightclothes
Tying her robe up tight as she rose
Into a world of self doubt and fright
She stumbled out into the cold of the night
She touched the back of the door to sense any heat Realised she’d no shoes put on her feet Sidestepped and slipped into a pair of sandals As her hand reached out for the frightful handle
When she dared to look through the gap in the door Using light flickering lively onto the floor From her half awake hazy sleep deprived daze She wondered if the place was already ablaze
Further she pushed open the portal
Considered precious life and all that was mortal
Within her tiny flat B number 144
She wondered if she could take the fear anymore
And she listened alert for other clues
Thought about the price of paying her dues
She heard the crackle and pop of combusting wood
Her only thought now to get out if she could
She peered out into a reddish early morning gloom
To an apparently deserted yet eerie lounge room
But there at the side a large shape sat in a chair
Exuding an oppressive weight of despair
The wood fire aglow had strangely been lit It certainly was not her who lit it A monstrous head turned to look into her face An inhuman form by nature disgraced
He had discreetly followed her around town for weeks In peripheral vision never seen when he seeks Creating acute nervousness from endless teases A cat playing with a mouse its tormenting pleases
She knew instantly her time had come
It was not to be as life had begun
No comfort from her mother’s caress
No strength to be found on father’s chest
Hades stood to meet her towering ominously above Leering and smug antithesis of love She resigned herself to the monster’s arms Wishing after horror would come blessed dead calm
In this d’verse challenge https://dversepoets.com/2021/08/03/poetics-persephone/ Sarah asked us to take inspiration from the myth of the abduction of Persephone by Hades. I saw ancient (and not so ancient) patriarchal rituals and modern parallels as I read Sarah’s summation of the story.
The Smoke Filled Sky (a lament for my country)
Testament to our past misdeeds
Confirmation of future trends
For victims, my heart bleeds
No politics justify these ends
The smoke filled sky blocks light and hope
Destruction and death follow
How will our burning country cope?
What hope is there for tomorrow?
Immediate danger on fire grounds
A fire season now six months long
Environmental disaster all around
We need more than just “stay strong!”
Adopt the fire advice “watch and act”
For this escalating climate emergency
Because if a nation ablaze isn’t enough fact
Our destiny is to burn again too blind to see
How to quell Dragon fire
As liquescent a structure as ere had been born
Fluid in movement ancient evil forlorn
It rose from the surface as broken and torn
Through mirror like glaze the ragged head formed
Then took on the shape of mythological dread
The hunter and the scourge of the living and dead
Seeking blood and soul for a hunger ne’er fed
It rose every night from its hoard of a bed
The villages around at its mercy enslaved
To its will and its service when it sped from its cave
Deep within lake water cold as the grave
And it sought for its prey along tarns stoney shore
Cold hard rocks gave purchase to the legs at its fore
As snakelike behind it writhed serpentine lore
Dripping mucous dropped from the rank fetid maw
Scales of hard metal shed the pallid moonlight
Keen black eyed pupils pierced the night as if bright
Those who saw cringed at the terrible sight
Menacing and malignant beast’s cold beating heart
Razor like claws black knives of the dark
Terror inducing roar shaped the growl of blight’s bark
Spiked tail that it whipped left brutal spike’s mark
The villagers knew it would come just a matter of when
They planned and they schemed in their way of men
But against such a dragon who could they send?
When so many had tried and then failed again
One day came a stranger of the land of yore
So it seemed by his weapons and the clothes that he wore
Confidently speaking with the villagers he saw
Not intending to stay as he travelled some more
But the people saw a chance to hold him by law
And they plotted his detention by creating a score
As a bond so he’d fight at the dragon’s front door
A maiden they ‘suaded of rape she would cry
Of shame and dishonour and that he should die
They held him in prison for a year and a day
They said they’d release him swore on their shades
If he’d fight the dragon and marry the maid
Before he would agree to do things their way
He thought and thought how the dragon he’d play
And a plan took some shape as he thought that he may
They fitted him with fine armour a new double edged sword
They released him to freedom as a man of his word
And he stood proud and strong in the sunlight en guarde
The road to the cave was hard wearing stone
The chill of the wind cut to the bone
He was cold and was tired as he advanced on beast’s throne
The dragon saw him come as many had before
It counted the notches three score and four
It drooled and it schemed as it watched from haunt’s core
The stranger he’d come from the land of the Goth
Where courage and valour were never enough
Shrewdness and cunning were part of his troth
His weary limbs clambered to the lake mountain loft
He spelled at the mouth of the ravager’s chamber
Took sustenance, slept and awoke with more vigour
For the maid who truly loved him gave magicked liquor
He advanced down the passage to scents of rot and despair
Knowing his fate awaited down there
Each step his last as he rounded each corner
Each shelter inadequate behind massive boulders
Fetid smoke clung to the walls and ceiling of each room
Grey light only to guide him through darkness and gloom
With the breathing of the dragon loud all to soon
His sense of foreboding filled the space as a tomb
Then the roof disappeared the walls out of sight
A gilded shape on the floor sparked as stars in the night
And the massiveness of the creature depicted such might
The stranger sang noble songs to himself to fend off his fright
Apparently sleeping he skirted the great shape
Hidden partially by his stealth and the grey of his cape
He sought out a soft spot near the neck or the nape
As he held out his sword and shielded behind plate
The dragon knew he was there as a dog knows a flea
Playing fearlessly with the stranger nonchalantly
Arrogant in its power of vast energy
To kill with a furnace quick violent deadly
The dragon’s eye was a slit tracking the moves of the stranger
The stranger was calming unaware of the danger
As he prowled and he sought with the skills of a ranger
The dragon plotted its move as for a babe in a manger
A flick of the tongue burnt much as acid
A drop of saliva turned all fresh meat rancid
The tip of its tail was as sharp as a lance head
It’s chances of murder it very much fancied
The stranger noted the eye movement below the eyelid
He realised under veil of sleep a wakeful dragon hid
And he thought of his plan to play the dragon with a bid
He called to the dragon. “I know you are awake you cunning thing
And I think I can beat you, of lake mountain I’ll be king
Because I have something you have not, a secret magic ring
The only way to use it is with the magic words I sing
Now the greedy dragon was curious and true to dragon lore
It wanted answers fast it cut to the core
Because if there is one thing a dragon must have to adore
It is the thing it hasn’t got because a dragon always wants more
The dragon gave up its ruse of gentle breath and sleeping
It stirred its mighty body to a better position for peeping
It opened its emerald eye to seek the ring it should be keeping
And followed the agile stranger over dragon’s hoard leaping
The ring he said I hold with me has power to turn lead to gold
If you can sing the song of the ring I’ll bring it from its fold
And you will have riches beyond all the riches of times old
But in exchange for the ring I challenge you, your fire must go cold
Three questions you can ask me to learn the words to sing
If you learn the words I’ll give up the power of the ring
If you don’t you will give me what the people want to know
How to quell your fire until it’s cold as snow
The dragon thought on this and being arrogant and mighty
It took up the challenge knowing it’s intelligence to be weighty
To beat a human would come easily and the ring it did so want
There was no fear of losing when it was effectively savant
Question 1 Where are the songs words to be found that I might read them?
Answer 1 They are unwritten in my memory is where I keep them
Question 2 What do they say that I might use them for myself?
Answer 2 They say that only I may use them or give them for another’s health
Question 3 When my health is so good, how may I learn the song please?
Answer 3 When you ask without threat and villager’s wishes you appease
The dragon considered pondered deep long and ready to refute
Then It came to a decision to make the whole discussion moot
Why not agree to these conditions accept riches share the wealth?
After all it had so much was tired of loneliness and stealth
Not to mention it still had home hearth and many years of health
I withdraw the threat of storming fire and death
If you share the rings secret I will quell my breath
If we can all manage this land without suffering for all
I will accept the people’s offer I answer yes to their call
Th stranger sighed the deepest sigh ever heard from any man
As the weight of responsibility lifted and he raised his hand
Friend dragon unto you I make this oath.
We will share the wealth of our land from coast to coast
With that he turned to go to find his way back
Aware that the peace of the land was now a fact
A new purpose was in him with promise of a new life
Ahead lay a new community a new home a new wife
And he sang the song of the ring as he wearily trudged to the town
As each foot passed the other as each mile passed going down
“I sing the song of the power ring
For turning lead into gold
The ring that sings of powerful things
That only the truest can hold
For lead be lead and gold be gold
And none can change the two
Except the one who can answer the question of
How to share wealth away from the few?”